Iscream

you shut up, you dont care

someone calls, you hang up, don’t care whos there

want to scream, you need to run

music to your ears, the fear in others

you walk on edge, jump off hill, float in ocean

just drifting away from everything

looking forward, staring at the danger

enjoying the excitement, causing pain to other

feeling numb
empty
stupid

you see they do care

you hate your self, you don’t deserve..

see a knife, it tries to find a place to slit, in your mind

questions. thoughts. guesses. those fill the air and you cannot breath

you cant speak, theres no room for you

everyone knows better, they know anything

you cant tell